Well,

Well, now that my body has changed, after a bad stomach flu, I now have to change my pain meds. The pain meds I was taking no longer work. The pain has changed and moved to different locations and settled in hard in my right foot. I am still so dizzy that I am not sure what to do. Life outside of the dys is a little less hard so I am not as stressed out as I was, making a big difference. I am starting to get really antsy. I want to get up and dance, play my wii, ps2, do all of my horror video games, exercise, take my kids to the zoo, and I want to take them tricker treating. I am having a stress test done next Thursday, so I can see how much I can push. I know that the last time I tried to push myself outside, we went to the zoo. I used my walker, instead of a scooter, and almost collapsed from trying to walk up the hills. I do have a 3 year old that wants me to chase him and I almost collapse if he is does this to me. Right now, my heart is packing up and trying to leave my chest. I just don't know what to do with it.