Well, I guess I am gonna have to go up on my Lyrica. I barely brush my little toe, on my right foot, against a chair and the pain starts at the tip of the toe and moves up the leg. Then up the rest of the body causing my leg and arm to swell. It feels like what my mom described when she had cellulitis. I hate it when my nerves just have a mind of their own instead of minding my mind.
My digestive system is paying me back also, too much red pepper. I have to consume it because if I don't it causes actual blisters and it possibly cause me to have a deathly reaction. I feel like my intestines have been rubbed raw. I am sick to my stomach and the only thing that makes me feel better is eating Wheatables and ice cream.
I am trying to write down everything as a journal, and I know that it is all jumbled up but that is how my brain works. I never have been good at reading, and I am really bad about keeping the passion alive on projects. I don't know, I just feel so bad right now that I just am even having trouble consentrating on not throwing up.
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