10/30/10

@#@$$#$#$$%%% ^^&&^%^&&** &**(&**((&&^^%%$%^&&&**. I am so POed. I appearently have, from talking to my PCP, bradycardia-tachycardia syndrome which is here the heart is beating too fast and too slow and prematurely. So it is beating before it is suppost to. I am collapsing more and more. I am losing muscle strenght more and more. I am also, having problems with my eyes now that if I read my eyes start to quiver. I am not doing too well and it is making me so mad. I am sorry for all the cussing but I just needed to get it out. I am so mad that I can not get out there and be like my mother was.With her polio and her problems, she still too us trick or treating and to the zoo and so on. I can't even take them outside to play. I am hating this cuz it is continuouly getting worse, and I might need to see about a wheel chair.